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May 2020

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What will help you? Kiwi

What will hinder you? Mouse

What Is your unrealized potential? Wolverine

May 31, 2020: “Look alive!”

 

 

Being aware of what is holding your attention this week will help you redirect your focus on what matters. Don’t overlook the obvious and try not to spin about the fiddly details. The trivial things that capture your attention can drain your energy which would be better served poured into “The Bigger Picture”. Look to the wide span effects instead of preoccupying yourself with the lesser things that hold little weight or value. There are bigger and more pressing items needing to be looked at; things that call for strength, endurance & resourcefulness. There will be situations occurring around you that will try to encroach on your boundaries and challenge your power. Keen attention will be required in order to sense the changing subtleties of surrounding energy signaling you to proceed forward or retreat. Staying grounded and having clarity of thought will help you discern when to be assertive and say NO when necessary. You’ll be able to ask for what you want with no hesitation while maintaining personal boundaries. You will just have to be able to truly recognize when to “stand up and square up” when the occasion calls for it. If you are busy fretting over baloney, you’ll find yourself knee deep in bullshit. Act alert and responsive!

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This week calls for you to follow the rules no matter how much you are driven to “just do your own thing”. Spirit cautions to watch your intentions & be in integrity as you move through this week. You are warned against masking an ultimately selfish act under the guise of doing the “right thing” as it will bring misfortune to an otherwise “good man”. Stay above board in your dealings since others are watching you and may follow your lead. As restless as you may feel, follow through with prescribed instructions or directions. The “official word” will ask you to conform for the greater good despite the overwhelming desire to rebel and break loose. It may be quite the internal struggle as you wrestle with the recommendations of those in authority but we need to think of what’s good for the whole and not what drives the individual, at least for right now. At the same time, watch that you don’t become “The Enforcer” to others that are not following the rules, instead lead by example. So be aware of how you come off to others as you adhere to any official advice. We need wise leaders now, not more bullies. In this communal rebuilding phase, it will be of the utmost importance that the group peacefully & conscientiously follows what is being asked of them.

May 24, 2020 “Not a time to go rogue”

Do This: The Hierophant

Don’t do this: King of Wands (R)

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May 17, 2020: “Here Comes the Sun”

 

 

Increased movement from being holed up with our thoughts and analysis, as well as being in our homes, towards the freshness of the sun & a new beginning of some sort. The Light & the lightness of Being returns breathing new life into our every day. There’s a need to drop away overthinking and a call to embrace creativity and growth. Perfect time to bring out those seedlings out to the garden, both literally & figuratively. Whatever you have been working on undercover or underground needs to be brought to light now for the world to see & take part in. Creative projects that you have been working diligently on will have their debut. No more dress rehearsals- it will be showtime. There’s an energy of “Grand Opening” to this week. Whether that is literal or not, there's a great awareness that emerges.  You’ll have the opportunity to touch ground after all your hard work & effort. Finally, arriving at something promising & receptive after having dealt with subjects that were just abstract at this point. An illuminating moment. 

Release & Receive: Thinking Woman (47) & The Sun (1)

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May 10, 2020: “From Dark to Light”

 

 

Expect a challenge that speaks to feeling unprotected & perhaps unprepared for what is being asked of you or communicated to you this week. You’ll be asked to surrender to the vastness of the Unknown requiring you to trust that all will be provided for. As you step out there, you will have to trust your gut to “keep you safe” as you are instructed where to go next and to be able to effectively respond to potential threats as they come upon you.  Keep the lines of communication open especially between family and your connection to Spirit for guidance & support.  Eagle bring resilience, vision, healing, salvation, hope and courage – asks us to accept life’s challenges with unshakable courage, determination and confidence. Since we are not yet out of this tunnel & have some way to go, Eagle advises us to save our energy for the long flight ahead while maintaining a calm composure in the face of crisis. Eagle talks of our pending re-emergence -of coming from the dark back into the light- and  reconnection with family which would bring a renewal after a considerable challenging time- a fresh start for many. 

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What to expect: Meadow (Vulnerability)

What to Do: Eagle (Communion)

Outcome: Ancestors (Generations) & Spring Equinox (Rebirth)

May 3rd, 2020: “The more you struggle to hold on to what has gone, the more you will suffer”

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Within: 7 of Pentacles (R)

Without: 10 of Swords

Advice: 5 of Cups

 

 

Lately the world has successfully provided a multitude of negative reports pinning you helplessly in place. It seems every day brings another word of doom & financial destruction. This sudden & merciless disaster has changed your life forever and you acutely feel the voices of discontent from the collective weighing in on you. However, there’s nowhere to go but up at this point. Despite what the world would like to tell you, all is not completely lost. There is hope on the horizon. News of a break, a turning point and a promise of the Light returning -although it’s not here just yet. Meanwhile, internally you are struggling with the stress of managing excessive misfortunes being thrown at you from all sides- at least, it sure feels that way. You have been observing your mounting debts & perhaps evaluating which bill you should take care of at the expense of the others. You had to watch all that you tried to achieve & grow for yourself dwindle away (401k, savings, stock portfolios, possibly health).  Prospects rotted on the vine and there was a loss of steady work/ clients. All growth halted. You may be struggling to get a good idea on where you stand financially as you’re not able to gain vision for the long term in regard to this. So, you just stress the drain & fear you have lost control. Yeah, it feels really crappy right now. Again, all is not completely lost & what you still have can sustain you as you move on. Honor the sadness that this situation has created as you come to realize what’s done is done. You’ll not be able to recover what you lost in its entirety but soon things will improve & you’ll be able to build again. Certainly grieve but don’t hang out there because the self-pity will cripple you. We find suffering when we rigidly dictate what our futures must look like. Be more flexible to what life gives us along the path. There will be new possibilities & prospects opening up to you in the days ahead that you cannot see right now. Brighter days are coming for us.

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