Angel Ariel “The price of admission to a human life is before you leave and go back home again, you are to make a powerful positive, permanent impact on another human soul. That pays for the journey.”.
May 2019 Readings
May 26, 2019-“Striving for the Big Win”
Letting your scattered mind have a well-needed rest will help avoid knee jerk reactions. Fear & depleted self-confidence have usually been the underlying cause of feeling prickly & lashing out impetuously. Presently, you are striving to discipline your impulsivity & overcome your defensiveness which can leave you ripe for a quarrel- and you don’t want to do that. Words can hurt & once they are said, you can’t take them back. They instantly change the vibe of the whole room. One biting comment could have the whole crowd turn on you so be conscious on how you are coming across. A sharp tongue can end up being self-defeating and undermine what you are trying to develop for yourself. Adapting a mature & respectful attitude in how you communicate will help you to be seen as a person of authority who has their reactions & compulsions in check. Overcoming these reactions are a process. You can’t just “hurry up and just get there already”. You will get the victory but it takes maturity, willpower and self-discipline. Get a win for yourself that will last. You are only as good as your last time at bat. It takes commitment to be a Hall of Famer and not a flash in the pan.
You need to still get clear & know your stuff thoroughly before you can be celebrated as a person who knows what their talking about. Adopting a sobering state of self-discipline would serve you well now. Know that it’s you and you only that has control over how you react- regardless of how others behave. Don’t get pulled down into speaking or thinking that is detrimental and has no integrity. That might mean staying on a schedule, getting enough healthy food & sleep, making structured time to spend on a project, family, work. Avoiding anything that might detract you from achieving this goal and disturbing your clarity.
What you aspire to do? Page of Swords (Reversed)
What is standing in your way: 6 of Wands
How can I overcome this? The Emperor
May 19th, 2019- “Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained”
You may be getting an urge to extend past the comforts of your garden gate. Reach beyond your comfort zone and test your limitations. A call to stretch yourself and what you’ve become accustomed to. Getting the opportunity to see if the grass is really greener on the other side so to speak. You’ll have to avoid being too passive & waiting for this opportunity to come to you. If you want it you’ll have to pursue it and jump into action when the time calls for it. A logical approach with purposeful action is required here. Get all “Male Yang energy” on this. As a result, you could find yourself a new beginning. A significant outer change is presented through a new job or financial improvement- a business proposition, a second job or side gig, a promotion, a stock tip, a coupon even! A definite value add in your life! This could come in the shape of a woman offering support or assistance that will lead to something that will increase your health or be of value to you in some way.
Opportunities: The Garden & The gate 30
Challenges: Yin/Yang 22
Outcome: Woman holding a coin 42
May 12th, 2019- “The Worst is Over”
What could no longer be denied nor avoided as come to pass with devastating effects. The situation had to change or be gone and gone it has. It was not easy nor comfortable but necessary. The signs were there; broadcasting its imminent arrival and it sure a good job of stirring up some drama. Things are probably flipped on its ear and there’s significant clean-up to be done in its wake. In the positive, it may have uncovered hidden things. Those that outlived their helpfulness as well as treasures that will sustain you in the rebuilding phase. What did not work out well was your failure to go with the flow or your denial as to what was coming whether you were ready or not. Perhaps your pride or fear created a state of rigidity. “I will not be moved by this” Perhaps you wanted it to come to your way of thinking. It was your way or the highway. Resistance was futile and it caused suffering. But despite this upheaval, life goes on & it requires our participation. We still have to get out there and be a part of it. Thankfully dark days pass and sunny moments can be found that carry us through. Grab opportunities to savor the sweetness where you can find them. We can still appreciate what’s good & light and notice the beauty in life despite the rough spots. Sunny days are ahead. Participate in Life- the more you give the more you get out. More you love the more love that’s returned to you.
What worked well- The Tsunami (Wake up call)
What didn’t work out well- The Mountain (Strength)
Key learnings- (Summer Solstice)
May 5th, 2019- “Friend or Foe”
What will help you? The Balancer
What will hinder you? The Opposer - Clarifier The Dog
Situation- The Media
You may have been relying too heavily on another to get something done that you should have done yourself. Those you believe are working in your favor may be operating against you thwarting your efforts. Mind who you follow. Watch where you place your loyalty for those who you think are your friend may not be. They may be spreading stories or half-truths affecting how you are being seen in the public eye. Propagating a narrative to suit themselves & not exactly for your best interest. Maybe purposefully not singing your praises when you were sure they were. Not exactly lies but not the whole truth either. The story is slanted in their favor. In any regard, something or someone is restricting you from getting what you want and you’ll have to confront them/it. Be prepared for a fight because you’ll not get your way until this is sorted. It would be helpful for you to restore some balance so you may ascertain the real truth of the situation. Pull out to get a better perspective as to whom you can really trust & who is a true ally- and also, if you have the facts straight. You’ll need to readjust & stabilize if you plan to confront them or it. Whatever you left for another to do; you’ll have to be your own advocate.